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So school's coming up

  • Aug. 31st, 2009 at 12:26 PM
Thinking
I'm starting to wonder if there's any point in going to school anymore. Not that I mind learning. It's just...learning for the sake of marks is what bothers me. I want to just...learn. To be given the time to understand the subject and not feel like an idiot or humiliated when I don't know something and I'm not sure what to do on assignment when I do ask for a clearer explanation. Is it too much to find an environment where I don't feel so judged? By my parents, my professors, the other students. I feel so isolated from everyone. And sick to my stomach as well. It's not a nice feeling.

I wish...

You know, I wish I was back in 12th grade. Then I might be able to go to a post-secondary school that I feel comfortable in. Maybe something to do with fashion design...

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Bored and hungry!

  • Aug. 29th, 2009 at 5:29 PM
Thinking
This...

Well, I'm fasting right now...

And I'm bored...

It's currently the month of Ramadan and, for those of you that didn't know, is the month in which those of the Islamic faith are supposed to fast. Unfortunately, it being more than 12 hours of daylight, fasting is rather...stressful. Especially when my father can't decided whether we're going to be moving or not!

Ugh...

I'm...going to lie down for a bit.

I've got no energy to finish this...

To be or not to be

  • Mar. 17th, 2009 at 4:58 PM
Appearances

I've found it disturbing that more and more people are trying for professional schools (law, medicine, etc). While it is true that we don't have enough doctors, it's more the fact that most people leave to large cities for a better career. Within this I've found that there is a distinct problem with parents--specifically those within my family.

I'm graduating this year from university. The original plan was for me to go to medical school, but I've found that my interests lie in a more...fashion design direction. I think that I'm capable enough (( http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v313/CerasiCederwin/Angel2.jpg )) to design clothes. However, my parents are insistent that I get into medical school no matter what. Their favourite saying is asking if they've 'wasted' all this time, letting me go to university with the intent of going into medicine. I don't think it's a waste, but it's not what I want to do.

Considering how much medical school will cost and the years that will be spent there, doesn't it make more sense to go into fashion design, something I'm more interested in? I've always been better when it comes to hands on work and creative thought. I've been sketching since the beginning of high school, creating clothes that I'd like my characters to wear.

And yet I am not allowed to try to pursue the life I want to live. Compared to what they want, that life it will be easier and more enjoyable. I would be happy. But my parents are more interested in me having a comfortable life.

Do my desires and dreams mean nothing?

Bleeeeeeh

  • Nov. 3rd, 2008 at 3:09 PM
Fall apart
Midterms are evil.

Even more so when they're in November and your professor forgot about it until the week before. Plus, it's Nano. And I haven't even started yet. I'm already behind~. ;-; And the Nano website isn't working. And I haven't studied for the midterm my prof forgot about, which is...oh...inn two days.

Someone shoot me.

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I'm aliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiive

  • Sep. 25th, 2008 at 12:51 PM
Pounce~!
I'm here. I'm alive.

I need to start posting here more often.

I'm going to pay attention to what's going on in class now...

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